October. 24th. 11 months passed since I've started to work as an interpreter at the farms. I didn't stop hanging out with cowboys, and I picked as much positive things from them as I could. I figured out that I can enjoy my job, and I can work better then most. I've started to be confident about words I'm saying, about what I'm doing, people I'm ( Read more... )

Haven't been writing for a while. So many things had happened. And it was like: after a week of happiness comes a week of complete sorrow. I'm a heart-headed person - that's the fact. Moreover - I don't think about other people, only about myself, like I don't care how they feel themselves in the situations I create. I've lost my family: my parents ( Read more... )

This is the place full of beauty and inspiration, calm... as if untouched...


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I really hate myself for reading so fast. I've just finished Heather Davis's book - "The Clearing". I absolutely liked the plot, but it was so short - I wanted to soak in the feeling of pain for these guys!!! I wanted to fall in love with Henry too through Amy's feelings and emotions, I wanted to hate Matt more, to find a great friend in Jackson ( Read more... )

Talking about the reasons... The first reason of my complete change was the film - and it is such a crazy and unreasonable thought - but it is really so. And now... no one is to blame here but I've changed. And my mind is working absolutely strangely. I'm in such a state - as if I'm standing at the edge of the precipice... and I really can't go ( Read more... )

Monday... 28th of March was devoted to shopping in Baden - I bought 3 shirts, 2 sweaters, a pair of trousers and a tunic - practically everything color blue! I liked the prices)).
Today we went to the Luzern Museum of Transport. It was absolutely amazing!!! I think I can devote the whole day only for the Road Transport section. I was not so ( Read more... )

We are in Switzerland. Really - I don't quite understand where we are - the day before yesterday it was even harder to understand it - in 12 hours we reached Switzerland... train, metro, aeroexpress, plane... finally we reached our destination - tired, but absolutely happy and curious, not quite getting how we did it. Everything was like in a dream ( Read more... )

After talking to Marina... I saw lots of things clearly. I've just pronounced things that were evident aloud - and now I'm scared! I'm affraid of loosing everything I have. I see that I'll bring pain to my beloved people. Hope that Switzerland will change something. Probably it can put everything in correct order... But I doubt... My husband is my ( Read more... )

Really, it seems to me there is only one man in this world that can puzzle me. He made it twice already. I completely refuse to understand him. As soon as I've said that he had changed and became more serious and obliging towards me - he ruined all my thoughts, destroyed all my illusions and put me into the state of a foolish school-girl who is ( Read more... )

Really it was far more great thing. It was great alternative to the everybody-in-love holiday. We went to the skating rink and it was sooo great to skate together. Such a friendly skating!!! And the rink is new and the ice is even. We were so glad that we went there. All the time skating, talking, laughing, shouting at each other. Happy! I  ( Read more... )